Prone to Wander, Lord I feel it

Prone to leave the God I love.

These lyrics really get me. God is so amazing and I love him so much. Why do I act the way I do so often? I am always a negative person. All I do is complain and envy others and get so consumed with myself. I need to give my life to christ by living not just for myself. What is my life worth if I am so consumed with myself all of the time. I love helping others but it's something I need serve with pure humility. I always feel 1000x better when I just trust God with my life and not worry about little things on my own. Why can I not remember that?